"Manhandled, arrested, cuffed, searched and locked away" is how
AlterNet describes the story of Barbara Schneider Reilly, who spent 30
hours in jail after being arrested at an Occupy Wall Street-related
protest.
Reilly reported:
"During the long, cold night in the Tombs, at some point we asked a
female officer if we could have some blankets. "We have no blankets."
Some mattresses since we were twelve or so people? "We have no more
mattresses." Some change in exchange for dollar bills so we could call
parents and loved ones? (The one public telephone in the cell would only
take coins.) "It's against regulations." Some soap? "Maybe we'll come
up with some soap." ... Distressing is hardly the word for a culture of
willful neglect and the exercise of what power those officers held over
us for those thirty hours."
The arrests at Occupy Wall Street protests have brought greater
attention to jail and prison conditions. However, protesters experience
only a fraction of the inhumane realities facing over 100,000 women
incarcerated across the country.
"Inside This Place" delves further into injustices inside women's
prisons through firsthand accounts from the women themselves.
Recognizing that not all people in women's prisons identify as women, it
also includes the story of Charlie Morningstar, incarcerated in a
women's prison because, although he identifies as a man, his body is
deemed biologically female.
These stories illustrate the myriad ways that prisons attempt to erase
their personhood: One woman entered prison while pregnant; because her
due date fell on a holiday weekend, medical staff forced her into a
Caesarean section. She was handcuffed throughout the surgery; she held
her newborn for the first time while in cuffs. Another woman was given a
hysterectomy without her knowledge or consent. Others discuss the lack
of medical care, ranging from the lack of a diabetic diet to staff
withholding necessary medications. Women's humanity is assaulted in
other ways as well: In 2010, Colorado prison staff instituted a
demeaning search procedure known as the "labia lift": "We had to spread
our labia and staff would make us cough while they were looking." (p.
158)
Prisons act as sites of gender control as well. Because Charlie
Morningstar is biologically classified as a woman, he is housed in a
women's prison. There, staff members continually attempt to strip away
his dignity: "They would talk about putting a dress on me in an attempt
to humiliate me," he recalled. (p. 196) From another prison, "Sherri"
reported that guards searched prisoners who appeared masculine more
roughly: "They'd go up under your breasts a couple more times than
necessary. They'd take the back of their hand and swipe your crotch."
(p. 43)
These are painful stories, but the women tell them. The act of talking,
of breaking the silence around the violence they've endured, is an act
of declaring one's experiences valid.
"Inside This Place" is not just a recitation of prison horrors. It also
contains tales of resilience, resistance and hope. The reader catches
glimpses of the community and support created inside women's prisons.
These stories, the ones that recognize women's agency, are often missing
from existing accounts of women's prisons.
"Maria," for instance, recounted being sexually abused by her landlord
when she was ten. When she told her mother, her family did nothing to
stop the abuse; instead, they debated whether the abuse had actually
happened. Their disbelief and inaction taught Maria that she was
powerless against such violence: "Afterward, it wasn't talked about any
more. I didn't want to bring it up because I knew how it made me feel.
And we couldn't talk about it because the guy who was abusing me owned
the house that we lived in and we would have been homeless without him,"
Maria recalled years later. "Even back then, a part of me understood
that it was better to just be quiet." (pp. 59-60)
Maria went to prison three days after her 18th birthday. Two years
later, a prison guard began repeatedly raping her. Other staff also
sexually harassed and molested her. Having learned at an early age that
she would not be believed, Maria kept quiet. Seven years later, other
women in the prison told her about a lawyer named Amanda Taylor: "She
was known as the lawyer who would protect you ... This lawyer was also
fighting for us to get better educational programs and to change prison
rules because there was so much sexual harassment inside. I hadn't heard
the words 'sexual harassment' until I met Amanda." For the first time,
Maria realized that sexual abuse should not be a normal occurrence for
girls. She also realized that she did not have to suffer in isolation:
"I had never realized that people would care. With Amanda's help, I
started becoming really, really strong. I finally started to love
myself, regardless of everything and I started to fight."
Maria joined a lawsuit of women who wanted to end the systemic sexual
abuse in prison. She also told her story to the media, becoming a
spokeswoman for the suit. Maria risked harassment and retaliation from
prison staff for her outspokenness. Nonetheless, Maria took that risk,
noting later, "I felt very proud to be in this group of women who had
gone through similar things and were standing up against these people
who had abused their power. It made me feel strong and powerful. It also
helped me to deal with my demons. It helped me to not continue to blame
myself. I had worked very hard to become the person that I was." (p.
67)
Others also describe both the organizing and community building in
prison. Noting the growing number of youth sentenced to prison and the
lack of support for them, "Victoria," sentenced to life without parole
as a youth, started the Juvenile Offenders Committee. "I try to keep a
connection with all of them because it helps me also to remember,
Victoria, you're not the only one serving such a harsh sentence. Go to
one of them and give them a hug, just talk to them and they'll
understand. They'll know they're not alone." (p. 185)
In 2008, noting the absence of a place where people could talk about
gender-identity issues, Charlie Morningstar started the Two Spirits
Wellness Group. The group allows people to reaffirm their identity and
talk about their experiences. When a lawsuit forced the California
Department of Corrections and Rehabilitation to give hormones to anyone
with gender-identity disorder regardless of whether they had a
prescription prior to arrest, the group shared information about their
right to hormones.
"Inside This Place" would have benefited from a resource list directing
outraged readers to groups organizing around these issues. As Occupy
Wall Street and other protests raise awareness and outrage about the
inequalities in the world, we need to remember that many of these same
injustices are perpetuated and often exaggerated, behind prison walls.
And then we need to act.
As Maria summed up at the end of her story, "I know that what saved me
was finding out that someone cared and I know that will save those women
I left behind." (p. 71)